stressed…
After having a medical check up yesterday, hoping result turning out to be satisfactory but doctor’s advice to relieve the caused which is having to de-stress myself from over thinking about history.
Then again the love one had call which had ease me a bit from all agony. was delighted for the sphere moment, but none the less i had never been a role in her life. But still hoping for a miracle. Having a while over the call was really heart felt satisfaction, simple things done from a love one can be easily contented amazingly. Anyway went to church earlier to attend holy thursday and adoration, mass and prayer was fulfilling having a peace of mind but still there was flash back about dear one whom is suffering big time from academics, prayed hard for her and worrying for her big time. So after adoration head home and attend to my childhood mates and family members with a game of mahjong… haha… so happy to play after a long duration of time…
After which nothing to do and had decided to listen some songs before turning in. Really praying hard future will turn out as plan, although its beyond control but never the less keeping hopes high sigh… At times just wish for a miracle though…
Well I’m about done heading to bed and hoping to see her in dreamland…=)
feelings for the day….
Sometimes i just really wonder how to live a meaningful life, when one way, people you cared or cherish for doesn’t feel your efforts or even presence…
And worst is they just give u a nice slender smile full with warmth on the surface but deep down its not even near the heart felt feels…
Post reblogged from my.bitchy.affair
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
(via poeticheartache)
Source: poeticheartache
A new start…
Haven’t blog before in my entire life…
Well its interesting to begin with as a few blogs
i have read, does reflect a part of me in life.
After thinking a while guess i should begin one myself…
hope people out there to share a part of my life with theirs..
A new beginning….
